Baby, ddrei will rock.

about me.
It goes a little something like this..

I know that I’m not just a waste
I think therefore I am
I know each minute can’t be replaced
I’d love some strawberry jam
Do I exist beyond my words?
Or was I written off?
But that would sound somewhat absurd
Excuse me if I cough
I’m the imperfect lines in poetry
The scribbles in some pad
The jagged sketches, incomplete
I’ve gone completely mad
I’m the splattered paint in canvas board
The neon among the pale
The sweetest in a pile of gourd
The epic win in fail
The name’s ddrei, remember that
So we can get along
I am ddrei, remember well
And I’ll sing you a song

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Sunday, September 19, 2010 { 2:31 PM }

  1. I was drawn to you because you reminded me so much of myself. I'm sorry I was pushy. I didn't want you to experience the things I had to go through when I had no one to turn to.
  2. A year ago, I saw you cry. I predicted as much. I'm sorry I wasn't able to do anything.
  3. Know that I accept you for whatever faults you have. No one is perfect, I hope you understand that.
  4. I know you sacrifice your own happiness for the happiness of others. It's not your obligation to please everyone. Once in a while, you'll have to say NO. It's about time you think about yourself.
  5. I made a promise to you. Even if I haven't exactly done it yet, I will. Take my word for it. I never forgot.
  6. I'm thankful for everything you've done for me, even the littlest things you probably don't remember.
  7. You pushed me away. I accept that now, but when there comes a time that you need me - I'll be there.
  8. I had a dream the other day. You were sitting alone in a dark corner, crying. I wanted to sit next to you, comfort you, but my feet were not cooperating. I just stood there, not able to do anything, deprived from being anywhere close to you. You all but suddenly looked up, tears still welled up you eyes, face red from crying. You turned facing me, and then it hit me - the pain. It wasn't because you looked right through me like I was transparent, but because the pain I saw in your eyes was oppresive.

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Friday, September 10, 2010 { 11:27 AM }

"Every morning when I open my eyes, I say to myself; I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet, today, I'm going to be happy in it." — Groucho Marx

Uh, yeah. I could only wish this were true. But there are times that what happens in a day is bound to affect your mentality and mood. Like your professors telling you that only 15 or 20 out of the 30 of us will be able to proceed to internship. That's not something to laugh about. And if don't ruin anyone's day then I don't know what will. And when someone demands you on something you don't really have the ability to do. I mean yeah, sure I can, but in days time?! Impossible. Besides, I have better things to do and stress about. In a week it's our Finals, and this week we'll be busy with our program event. That's like 6 days of speed lecture, from this Monday - Wednesday and next week's Monday and Tuesday. That includes our Thesis paper work and defense. I don't my group mates are even accomplishing anything! Don't they want to graduate?!

On the lighter side I now bare pictures of Super Junior's 미인아 albums version A - C which have arrived several months ago (with uberly ginormous posters). I'm not really a fan of this particular album but the sis had to have it for reasons I myself do not get. Though the version C I wanted because of the song 진심. <333


That's version A. Really sensitive material. That's what you get for releasing such a rush 4th album. It could've waited you know. I remember there were several typo errors in there somewhere. This was the one that came in with the ginormous poster. Its still empty to me though.


Version B. We bought 2 of this. The other one I gave my good friend Gracie on the first day of class. Also came with a poster.


And of course Version C which arrived several days before my birthday! And speaking of birthdays, I enjoyed mine! I got gifts from the most important people of my college life.


This one came from Oti Karen and company. She went high and low for those green heart shaped balloons. Hehehe.


These are the contents. Two phone charms and two stuffed bears. And a big card with birthday messages.


This one is from Andrea. It came with a very Filipino message which I never really got to comprehend to. It was a cute little phone charm which I have successfully added to my other collection of key chains. XD


Last but not least is from Gracie. She's been telling me this since before class started but I really didn't know what it was and was just surprised at the ginormous plastic bag she was carrying when she went to class the day of my birthday. It was painful to carry around in school and home but I really loved it to the Nth power of any Nth there is.


And so I enjoyed my birthday even though the two people I was waiting to greet me didn't. I had cake from grandma which I also enjoyed eating and another cake which I shared with a couple of friends. What else have happened? Oh, at my phail attempt to cut my hair... it is now so SHORT!!


Oh yes, my stupid 4 year old iMate is still alive and kicking even without a backup battery. I'm stuck with it now. But at least I get to write stories on the go, or not pay attention to the teacher in class to play Solitaire. XD

That's just another reason on why I phail. So back to my miserable damned of a life, I will not sign out to get myself some BRUNCH because really, my stomach is doing stuff to my very sensitive self. My mouth needs to be stuffed with food or else my stomach will go on a tantrum and bother me for the next week.

This has been `ddrei, saying Good Day!

~じゃ~

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