It goes a little something like this..

I know that I’m not just a waste
I think therefore I am
I know each minute can’t be replaced
I’d love some strawberry jam
Do I exist beyond my words?
Or was I written off?
But that would sound somewhat absurd
Excuse me if I cough
I’m the imperfect lines in poetry
The scribbles in some pad
The jagged sketches, incomplete
I’ve gone completely mad
I’m the splattered paint in canvas board
The neon among the pale
The sweetest in a pile of gourd
The epic win in fail
The name’s ddrei, remember that
So we can get along
I am ddrei, remember well
And I’ll sing you a song

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Monday, April 6, 2009 { 6:08 PM }

Lately, I have been preoccupied plurking. Let's just say, I'm really that bored that I'm in plurk almost every other day... FINE! Everyday. There's really nothing much to do anyway. I managed to get a Facebook account again which actually sucks because I could've just let my old account hanging instead of deleting it. Now I have to start all over again. I can be stupid sometimes.

You know what also sucks? Being so far from my other friends. I missed out on so much of their regular activities going out and such. I was just invited to a good friend's debut and I can't even attend because, duh, I'm here and they're there far away. Another thing to miss out on. And to think almost everyone who I haven't seen for so long are going to be there. My life really sucks.

My bitch hasn't kept in touch these days. I still don't know what's troubling her and its killing me. We were supposed to have coffee the other day and she had to cancel it. I really don't know what's keeping her busy. What's bothering me the most is that her boyfriend actually asked me a favor to take her out and talk about this problem she's having, which gave me a bit of surprise because that guy barely talks to me, so it really must be something right? That bitch.

I've been listening nonstop to Yui today. I don't why, but I am. Especially TOKYO from the album From You to Me. Its a pretty darn great song. Does my life really suck right or what?! You don't have to answer that. Its just a mere matter of accepting whatever comes my way right? I guess I'm still getting used to all the drama my life has to offer. And I'm hating it. You can't blame me, I'm just a kid anyway.

Yaaah! I've been rambling about such nonsense. You're probably depressed by now. Hahaha. Sorry. I'll be heading out now.

This is `ddrei signing off.

~じゃ~

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