It goes a little something like this..

I know that I’m not just a waste
I think therefore I am
I know each minute can’t be replaced
I’d love some strawberry jam
Do I exist beyond my words?
Or was I written off?
But that would sound somewhat absurd
Excuse me if I cough
I’m the imperfect lines in poetry
The scribbles in some pad
The jagged sketches, incomplete
I’ve gone completely mad
I’m the splattered paint in canvas board
The neon among the pale
The sweetest in a pile of gourd
The epic win in fail
The name’s ddrei, remember that
So we can get along
I am ddrei, remember well
And I’ll sing you a song

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Monday, October 3, 2011 { 7:04 PM }

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Monday, September 12, 2011 { 4:21 AM }

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Saturday, March 19, 2011 { 1:09 PM }

Here is a list of some things I need for the year, well fine, more like WANT. Arranged in no particular order and may be subject to change.

1. Fuji Instax Mini 7s
2. Natsuo Kirino's Real World
3. F.T. Island's Cheerful Sensibility and Refreshment Album
4. Hey! Say! JUMP's JUMP No. 1 Album
5. Miura Haruma's SWITCH Photobook
6. KELUN's Astral Lamp Album
7. Samsung Galaxy S II
8. Nintendo Wii
9. MacBook Pro
10. Rilakkuma Kigurumi
11. Japanese Ketai
12. Laduree Macarons
13. Tulips
14. Video Messages
15. Handwritten Letters
16. Asian Ball-Jointed Doll
17. Ghost Hunt Original DVD
18. Operation Board Game
19. Parachute's Losing Sleep Album
20. JAY'ED's Musication Album
21. SHINee's SHINee World Album
22. Panda Plush
23. Baskin Robbins Ice Cream Cake
24. Domo-kun Plush
    
25. Rilakkuma Plush
26. YTF Jacket / Shirt
27. Jung Sungha's Irony CD
28. Wong Fu Productions Products (Awkward Animal Plush, Spencer Plush, Shirts, Key Chains)

Ara. Look how long I haven't blogged. It has been ages. Hnnnnn. A lot has happened in the time that I haven't blogged. Though I'll probably blog about it here some other time. On the bright side, here's are some things that I got from my wish list last year.

1. Jung Sungha's Perfect Blue CD (fuckin' autographed!!!)
   
2. Blackberry Smartphone
3. Green Heart Shaped Balloons
4. Guitar Capo
5. Adobe Photoshop Creative Suite 5

Out of 17 last year, I got 5, not bad but still not satisfying. *groan* I have more wants this year. It is my dream to get at least half of it. Yet again, just another dream. This has been `ddrei.

~じゃ~

Labels: life

Sunday, October 10, 2010 { 10:25 AM }

Things I Don't Get Entry # 2

For today I give you: GOOD LOOKING GUYS WITH NOT SO GOOD LOOKING GIRLFRIENDS THAT THINK THEY'RE ALL THAT BECAUSE THEY HAVE GOOD LOOKING BOYFRIENDS

Oh yes. The sis and I have been talking about this all week. And I know you don't get it either, so here's the lay down. First thing is the very obvious, good looking guy, not so good looking girl, yeah kind of doubtful right. But from what I have observed and know from people I shall not specify, the guys are really into their girlfriends, like I mean seriously in love and all that cliche sappy stuff, they even CRY for them. Another thing I don't get, WTF?! Who in their right mind would make good looking guys CRY?! Answer: NOT SO GOOD LOOKING GIRLFRIENDS. Let's go to not so good looking girlfriends. Typical story: You go out for a day of leisure some place or just in school and see your friend (good looking guy) with his girlfriend. He says "Hi!", pats you in the back or maybe give a peck on the cheek or hug or whatever. You say "Hey!" and suddenly look at the direction of his girlfriend who is apparently giving you the UP AND DOWN look and then gives you an oh-so-fake smile. WTF moment right there. Girl, of all the million damned female beings out there he chose you, so what the fuck are you complaining about! Seriously. Imma be like 'Bitch, please'. I really don't get this. It's been a year and I still don't get it.

Labels: life

{ 2:08 AM }

Things I Don't Get Entry # 1

So we all know that in some point in our lives we get completely flabbergasted by things we encounter and don't get. SERIOUSLY, we do! Well I do at least. Since my blog has been long abandoned for quite some time, I figured to make out this series to give in a little insight on stuff you know you care about but pretend not to and because my opinion so totally matters! *evil laugh*

For this day I give you: SKIRTS

I'm no kidding. If guys think this is the ultimate whatever you call it for girls, there's a different side to it. I'm not such a big fan of skirts, but hey, unfortunately for me I have to dwell with it because its a requirement. Why I don't get it? For the most part, you're like practically naked in that thing! You can't do the Indian sit, you can't sit like a guy (you know, ankle placed on the other leg kinda thing), you can't spread your legs too far apart (yeah, I sit like that), basically you can't really sit comfortably at all because you're gonna be too conscious if some perv looks up your damned skirt! And of course there's the damned wind that can blow off your skirt and make the whole world reveal what's under there. You can't even get out of the car comfortably either or commute! Its probably just me because I'm not used to it, and for some its a girl thing. But not wearing skirts does not make you less of a girl. That's all I'm saying. For those who wear minuscule skirts, which I also do not get, let's just say its their way of saying they want to be laid. For those that wear skirts and do not know how to carry them, they're just wannabes. And to those that dare to wear skirts in very very inappropriate places, I seriously just do not get them. So the next time you want to wear that skirt, remember, I ish watching and I do judge. *another evil laugh*

This is `ddrei signing off.

~じゃ~

Labels: life

Sunday, September 19, 2010 { 2:31 PM }

1. I was drawn to you because you reminded me so much of myself. I'm sorry I was pushy. I didn't want you to experience the things I had to go through when I had no one to turn to.
2. A year ago, I saw you cry. I predicted as much. I'm sorry I wasn't able to do anything.
3. Know that I accept you for whatever faults you have. No one is perfect, I hope you understand that.
4. I know you sacrifice your own happiness for the happiness of others. It's not your obligation to please everyone. Once in a while, you'll have to say NO. It's about time you think about yourself.
5. I made a promise to you. Even if I haven't exactly done it yet, I will. Take my word for it. I never forgot.
6. I'm thankful for everything you've done for me, even the littlest things you probably don't remember.
7. You pushed me away. I accept that now, but when there comes a time that you need me - I'll be there.
8. I had a dream the other day. You were sitting alone in a dark corner, crying. I wanted to sit next to you, comfort you, but my feet were not cooperating. I just stood there, not able to do anything, deprived from being anywhere close to you. You all but suddenly looked up, tears still welled up you eyes, face red from crying. You turned facing me, and then it hit me - the pain. It wasn't because you looked right through me like I was transparent, but because the pain I saw in your eyes was oppresive.

Friday, September 10, 2010 { 11:27 AM }

"Every morning when I open my eyes, I say to myself; I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet, today, I'm going to be happy in it." — Groucho Marx

Uh, yeah. I could only wish this were true. But there are times that what happens in a day is bound to affect your mentality and mood. Like your professors telling you that only 15 or 20 out of the 30 of us will be able to proceed to internship. That's not something to laugh about. And if don't ruin anyone's day then I don't know what will. And when someone demands you on something you don't really have the ability to do. I mean yeah, sure I can, but in days time?! Impossible. Besides, I have better things to do and stress about. In a week it's our Finals, and this week we'll be busy with our program event. That's like 6 days of speed lecture, from this Monday - Wednesday and next week's Monday and Tuesday. That includes our Thesis paper work and defense. I don't my group mates are even accomplishing anything! Don't they want to graduate?!

On the lighter side I now bare pictures of Super Junior's 미인아 albums version A - C which have arrived several months ago (with uberly ginormous posters). I'm not really a fan of this particular album but the sis had to have it for reasons I myself do not get. Though the version C I wanted because of the song 진심. <333


That's version A. Really sensitive material. That's what you get for releasing such a rush 4th album. It could've waited you know. I remember there were several typo errors in there somewhere. This was the one that came in with the ginormous poster. Its still empty to me though.


Version B. We bought 2 of this. The other one I gave my good friend Gracie on the first day of class. Also came with a poster.


And of course Version C which arrived several days before my birthday! And speaking of birthdays, I enjoyed mine! I got gifts from the most important people of my college life.


This one came from Oti Karen and company. She went high and low for those green heart shaped balloons. Hehehe.


These are the contents. Two phone charms and two stuffed bears. And a big card with birthday messages.


This one is from Andrea. It came with a very Filipino message which I never really got to comprehend to. It was a cute little phone charm which I have successfully added to my other collection of key chains. XD


Last but not least is from Gracie. She's been telling me this since before class started but I really didn't know what it was and was just surprised at the ginormous plastic bag she was carrying when she went to class the day of my birthday. It was painful to carry around in school and home but I really loved it to the Nth power of any Nth there is.


And so I enjoyed my birthday even though the two people I was waiting to greet me didn't. I had cake from grandma which I also enjoyed eating and another cake which I shared with a couple of friends. What else have happened? Oh, at my phail attempt to cut my hair... it is now so SHORT!!


Oh yes, my stupid 4 year old iMate is still alive and kicking even without a backup battery. I'm stuck with it now. But at least I get to write stories on the go, or not pay attention to the teacher in class to play Solitaire. XD

That's just another reason on why I phail. So back to my miserable damned of a life, I will not sign out to get myself some BRUNCH because really, my stomach is doing stuff to my very sensitive self. My mouth needs to be stuffed with food or else my stomach will go on a tantrum and bother me for the next week.

This has been `ddrei, saying Good Day!

~じゃ~

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